Circles

Thinking about circles today...   Maybe sometimes all to lackadaisical we say, I have come full circle.  Does that mean no forward progress is possible?
Is it possible we are then doomed to forever travel the same well worn rut?

The fact that I now reside in the same city that I was born in could mean that I have come full circle.  Hmmm.
While full well knowing that I do not have complete control of my destiny; I emphatically state that I have NO intention of dying here.  I must admit that I had no intention of remaining here for the past decade. 

I was an audience member attending a wedding this past week...  Yes I clearly was a spectator, an onlooker, a bystander.  While there were several pictures taken with the bride and groom I felt as if I was outside myself watching it all go by...  

Perhaps, this state was brought on by low blood sugar.  I did not take in any nourishment that day until the reception dinner.  Perhaps, it was due to the age gap between the newlyweds and myself.  Perhaps, it was due to the fact that I was distracted by the concerns within my own relationship.  These concerns that are compounded by each wedding we attend. 

I do not know why I felt semi detached.  I do know why I am thinking about circles.  It is because of the rings.  Wedding rings....  Wedding rings have been described as a never ending symbolic bond between two people.  As a symbol of never ending love.  And of course many other "good" things...

So guess for those seeking a happy ending I will conclude.